Kimchi's point of view

Be proud of the "scars" in your life, each one holds a lifetime's worth of lessons

Category: Daily Life

This morning I was so damn tired, got 4h of sleep this night (witch is kind of good for me now days). The weather was also super shitty, grey clowds and pouring rain. But with some help from some old school rap music I eventually jumped out of bed. I havent done much today but went to the important doc appointment, so all is getting better :). After that I just took a ride with my sister car, I've really missed the freedom of having a car and driving around. Anyways had a lovely dinner with the family, had one of my favorite dinners, baked potatos with all kind of stuffing.
After that my dear mom surprised me with MANGO and pineapple, I cant get enough of mango. So surely went cray on that :P. So today has been a chill family day and now its time for some shows.
But here is a nice clip from the talented and beautiful Willow Smith, loved this preformance 

NEW MUSIC : Maejor Ali ft Justin Bieber & Juicy J - Lolly

Category: NEW MUSIC

I heard this song a while ago and just pressed next please. Now the music video is out and I've now listened to it  for real and I dont know if Im supposed to laugh or shake my head. But this song is catchy and kind of funny. All the previous "lollipop" songs has been a hit so hey why not :P

Don't confuse your past with your destination. Just because it's stormy now, it doesn't mean you aren't headed for sunshine ;)

Category: Daily Life

I've got some questions why I've "disappeared" both in real life and on the blog.

-"Kimchi what have you been up too?, Have you moved?, Are you/have you really been sick?, Do you still hangout with this and that, Why don't you share anything?" etc..

Those are some of the questions I've got. And I will with this post address the subject. With all respect, I've chosen to take a big step back and gard my self highly because I've got the right to do that and focus on myself and things that are important. Those who are close to me and truly care about my well being knows my situation and knows I haven't had this much hell in some years. So to those who think I've not told the truth about being sick even though my docs gave me sick leave. Sorry but I would love to be the same old workaholic,happy carzy chicka but I haven't been able to as I have been very ill and got a bit more to work with till Im a hundred percent. And for those who wonder how a person can be on sick leave and go for a dinner, or some hours to a festival. Mind your own business and respect people who are doing everything to get well. Do you know what I need or can do to get well? Do you know my whole situation? nah don't think so, so with all respect focus on you and I'll keep on doing me !!

Anyways trough the last two months, I've been so lucky and loved by my close ones. Especially my family who did and still does everything to help me. I've almost lived with them full time during this period. They and my friends especially Mariah, Karro and Goofy have been my rocks. Showed me that I still got some fight in me and had all hope and love for me even though I've been really in a bad mood and weak. I can't say thank you enough for this.
Anyways I've had some great moments with all of them. Been playing with my siblings, was at an amusement park with them. Been at the festival with my brother and close friends. Had lovely dinners with all my girls and crazy talks and laughs. Even got to see an unexpected concert with Amplify dot who I love. I also had a non stressful roadtrip to the south with Goofy. Was some crazy, fun, emotional and well needed days. I got the support I needed without asking or knowing that I needed it in all the kaos <3..

So back to the present. Im working on being a 100% again and stronger. So all I ask is to respect me enough to let me recover drama free and give me space. :D

Well that was a long post, so here is some pics from the past months ;)

my cuddle buddies Timon & Simba

Family time at the amusement park

Walking down memory lane in my old neighbour hood

Amplify dot mini concert

Goofying around with big sis B

Reunion with the Jkpg Uni girls

Snap that's a rap, Dinner date with the Flipping Burger crew

NEW MUSIC : Drake - Wu-Tang Forever

Category: NEW MUSIC

Drizzy just dropped his latest single.
I really like the vibe of the song
Fav Line
It ain't about who did it fAnnotateirst
It's about who did it right

This thing called time is an illusion that we all trust ...

Category: Daily Life

People say a picture says a thousand words, well for me music expresses so much more..
When you knew me there was no respect,
I'm walking on this path don't need the stress.
Cause I'm living for moments, nothing less,
And for this dream I know I've got to manifest.
On up from disaster I climb,

They said more patience is what you need',
I said I have an idea to conceive,
Who the FUCK all these people I got to please?
Were they ever really concerned about my well-being?
So, all up from disaster I grow,

Am I losing control?
Am I losing my mind?

And these fragile souls have gone missing and we don't know...
I've wasted my time, 
this thing called time's an illusion that we all trust